- Location
- Owaka, New Zealand
I am still a scared little boy; just with 40 years of bouncing forward from mistakes to help give me the confidence to do it again next time.That's everyone, really isn't it? From the ones who's child is happily playing or sleeping peacefully, to the ones who's child is locked behind a wall of "stuff" so they can't get to it or don't need to consider it through to ones who's child is hiding under the chair, their teddy having been beaten up or stolen, wondering what's coming to hurt them next.
Good one @Kiwi Pete .
I can't afford to play my life too safe, because you learn nothing if you do it that way....other than you don't have much confidence, a particularly paralysing thing to feel or internalise.
I procrastinate even when it comes to comfortable stuff - don't want a shower, then don't want to get out!!
Don't want to go to bed, then don't want to get out!!
It seems like my "child" isn't far below the surface, I sometimes need to ask myself a question to turn my "adult" on.