Do you have anyone you can call on for some help? Even if it costs you money. Working those hours will do you no good, and you will find it easier to cope with stress if you are not knackered. There are plenty of people on here from the south west, surely someone knows somebody who could help?We read yesterday and have 7 positive and 4 inconclusives under a severe reading and with what the took in the last test that's 20% of my herd gone and I await my Gama blood test results now to see if I have any left.
Have worked day and night virtually for the last 10 days training my cow's in the robots with too many 20/ 24hr days.
Only been milking a few months and have spent mega money to get it all together for DEFRA to F__ k me over. Won't consider a movement on license yet for more cows and cow numbers were short on where had planned and now milk buyers working on allocations.
Cows come in so called completely clean of disease. Tank test confirmed high BVD, IBR and Lepto and had never had Digi. Well I am fecked that turned up as well a few days later.
Were promised to be milking well ( well lite up, ( farmers excact words) as virtually all calved July 18 and came in at 7 litres were crap ( pulled totally off cow cake and feed the worst of everything he had got with no minerals etc. Virtually doubled that now but Baldy your life is positively joyous
Sorry for the rant but I feel about the same shock as losing a very close relative currently.
And kids have kindly passed me on their cold/virus