Sadly i know how that feelsUnfortunately my own uncle.
No need to apologise on here, hope all goes well for herAnorexia. At Christmas. Heart breaking. Sorry for offloading that. Hopefully things can only get better now.
Anorexia. At Christmas. Heart breaking. Sorry for offloading that. Hopefully things can only get better now.
…….. You can see triggers ahead now: I ran over a dead hare last night and give it a few days and my brain will have modified it into something awful. You can't escape 25 years of your own brain rehearsal of worst case scenarios.
Anxiety - - what does it achieve? Nothing.
Never apologise when there's no need - your mountain may well be a molehill for another - but it's still your mountain.
Part of the problem is Christmas - we are SUPPOSED to be enjoying ourselves, this is SUPPOSED to be a time when we put our problems behind us and when we share in a time of peace and love - - and sometimes, just sometimes, for many, it just F****** WELL isn't. - - then it's the guilt trip which we set off on - that toboggan run without brakes.
Anorexia - I simply don't get it - I've tried, I've imagined what prevailing thoughts we might have to tip us over the edge - but I get nothing. …….. and that is because Anorexia is my molehill. The collateral damage @DrWazzock is that and even though you may not truly understand, you are also knocked about - - - - I do understand.
You're an intelligent man and you 'think', I'm certain. Not just yet perhaps, but in time you will find the answers that you seek.
If Bercow could say Bollox to Brexit - then we can stand up with a Bollox to Christmas - I've decided!
I rationally know this to be true. But it doesn't diminish the effects is has on my day to day life. Although currently I'm cautiously optimistic that I have jettisoned a lot of the triggers.
My sentiments exact , hate this time of year , Had a good old yarn about things other night about stuff , to a tffer was soon round to 3 am , done nothing today ,and already bored ,was going to make a bar stool out of hundreds of old sockets ,got started ,but voltage regulator playing up on mig, and luke at welding place ,away now till next week ,You aren't alone if you don't find Christmas particularly merry. It's dark, it's cold, it's wet, it's a materialistic binge dressed up in religious hypocracy. It's enforced merriment that I usually fail at. Give me 2 days of light duties, rest and reflection and beans on toast any day. I'll be merry as when. I feel like it which isn't necessarily now, and I make no apology for that.