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Indeed.That it does, the irony of that situation is "if" you do talk you'd know how many other people you know have been in a similar situation but you never realised it.
Nobody knows the trouble I’ve seen.
Good plan. I liken it to a horse working with blinkers on. Keep focussed on the job in hand and don’t scare yourself by looking round and seeing all the other jobs that are waiting.To all of you. You can only do what you think is right at the time. And you cant do everything.....I know this , even though I try to do as much as I can myself. I'm way behind where and what I need to have done atm ....But I know this year (well I hope it is.....) is an exception as an extra 320 ac on top of 1100 this year has brought many unique and one off challenges and winter (and summer and autumn jobs...) . Theres only so many hours in a day and whilst it's still winter here. I'm working 12 of them 7 days a week. Stress only becomes an issue if you let it take hold.
For me. As I've said before , dont over think things.... (well, just the one job at a time...) just concentrate on one thing and try and tick it off... I know it's hard. Trust me. Relying on irrigation and the massive workload that it entails takes its toll. It's been my "quiet" time here being winter.... only 84hrs a week as opposed to 116....
I guess what I'm trying to say is keeping busy and ticking off one thing at a time stops me from procrastinating and stressing. That and treating yourself occasionally....I guess I'm a bit of a magpie. I like shiny new things.....doesn't matter how big. Just something to make the effort seem worthwhile.... it helps ease the loneliness.
I still ponder what the point of it all is though.... 50 now. And I do wonder sometimes what's the point in flogging your guts out .....20 years from now, will it have been worth it?? Who knows... that's why I just take it a day and a job at a time....over thinking things can be self destructive.