The doctor should be able to help you get some counselling as in my case that was far more helpful than the pills. It’s hard to move on and talking to someone about your pain and anguish can help eventually.I need to sort myself out as well. I feel I’m on a downward spiral since Christmas
Started 6 months back when relationship I was in broke down. Rachel had been suffering severe depression which was difficult for both of us.
I vowed to stand by her and be there for her but the illness seemed to push us apart. It was if it made her isolate herself from everyone. She did get better when Spring came but she wanted a break thought her feelings for me had changed. Before too long she met someone else. I thought it was a rebound at first but 6 months later she’s still with him
We have been in contact constantly since and I’ve tried so very hard to get her back. She was the love of my life and it has affected me greatly.
Not helped with her saying I was her rock, her lifeline and being with her through the dark days probably saved her life. So is it any wonder I’ve ended up so mixed up. I still love her she says she will always care about me
What’s got to me is that I’ve missed out on the happy times when she got better and someone else has got that without having to go through that
I have to drive past her house every day and seeing his car there is a torment. I’ve ended up like a lovesick teenager instead of someone nearing 60 and it’s affecting my life. It’s hard running a business with all the day to day problems, sorting staff out paying bills etc when she occupies my head all the time. It’s not so bad if I’m busy but driving about etc gets my head into melt down. She knows how I’m feeling and is so sorry I’m hurting
So I think I’m going have to try doctors even though I’m s*** scared of becoming dependent on pills
Good luck and let us know how you get on