hello all, not sure this is right area for this or anything but not feeling overly great and can't really talk to anyone else so thought I'd speak to the forum community, thing is I just turned 25 and work at home on family farm, I work with sheep dad has chickens, he says I'm shepherd but won't let me decide anything, I help a Friend of mine at contracting which I rarely get paid for and get no money at home eiher, it's not money aspect I suppose as i have a home and food so I'm lucky in that way but I'm struggeling to see a future on the farm and I'm not great at working away from home all day everyday as I got a sorta nervous problem but that another story, sorry if that makes no sense I just had to speak to someone about my worries as been getting to me abit, thanks for reading