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<blockquote data-quote="waterbuffalofarmer" data-source="post: 6748440" data-attributes="member: 54454"><p>Well it appears that one week was just a one off. Everything went back to as before, sure my brother and I still do some work as a team. But past week has been hell... I injured myself twice, once in the head, the other in the ankle and my ankles gotten only slightly better, because I've hardly been able to rest it due to work load. I'm going to book an appointment at docs for it, but it means, due to a variety of things, that I can't go and see my grandparents and my aunty next week that for various reasons I haven't seen in 2 years. I just atm, I can't see many ways forward with my life. I don't know what I want, I'm just plodding through everyday and I can't change my life for a long while and it's so frustrating. I get everyone wants me to stay in farming but I'm really not sure I want to. I don't have the drive for it anymore. Nothing excites me that much about it anymore. Mostly because I cant do what I wanted to do in life and am just really stuck. I don't want any of you to feel sorry or sympathise or even talk me into moving out of my family home or urging me to be independent, because right now I'm not mentally able to do any of that, I'm not capable right now of doing any single thing I wished I could do. I've come to the crossroads in my life and I'm flailing, I don't know what I want or what to do, I'm just stuck looking each which way. Thanks for listening guys and I hope all of you are feeling OK within yourselves</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="waterbuffalofarmer, post: 6748440, member: 54454"] Well it appears that one week was just a one off. Everything went back to as before, sure my brother and I still do some work as a team. But past week has been hell... I injured myself twice, once in the head, the other in the ankle and my ankles gotten only slightly better, because I've hardly been able to rest it due to work load. I'm going to book an appointment at docs for it, but it means, due to a variety of things, that I can't go and see my grandparents and my aunty next week that for various reasons I haven't seen in 2 years. I just atm, I can't see many ways forward with my life. I don't know what I want, I'm just plodding through everyday and I can't change my life for a long while and it's so frustrating. I get everyone wants me to stay in farming but I'm really not sure I want to. I don't have the drive for it anymore. Nothing excites me that much about it anymore. Mostly because I cant do what I wanted to do in life and am just really stuck. I don't want any of you to feel sorry or sympathise or even talk me into moving out of my family home or urging me to be independent, because right now I'm not mentally able to do any of that, I'm not capable right now of doing any single thing I wished I could do. I've come to the crossroads in my life and I'm flailing, I don't know what I want or what to do, I'm just stuck looking each which way. Thanks for listening guys and I hope all of you are feeling OK within yourselves [/QUOTE]
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