Christoph1945
Member
- Location
- Widnes West Cheshire
With the goings on in the world at the moment seems to make my problems look immaterial.
The last 4-5 months I have obtained the black dog, Weather, difficult family, job I don’t like etc, no new story to the most of us. For the last month I have been doing my daily routines and going back to bed, probably in bed by about 7 totally drained with things constantly going around in my mind.
Shotgun taken away.
One thing I have noticed is nobody cares especially family. I have always checked to see if people are ok , but when you need it yourself there’s no one.
Feel very lonely although I meet people through work every day.
At what point do you feel your life has to change.
Thanks
You write that your shotgun has been taken away and to me that sounds like someone is actually caring about you and is noticing your struggle to some degree. By sharing your thoughts and difficulties you are already starting pull some of the black dog's teeth and releasing some of those internal pressures.
By now, after being a member of TFF for so many years, you must already realise what a superb thinktank the forum is and just how many farmers on here are always ready to listen, support, and advise on any agricultural problems that you may be struggling with.