bijousheep
New Member
It's perfectly normal to feel this way, it's what makes us human after all I feel like this every single time, guilty feeling mostly and very upset. It's not easy but I find what helps is to walk around your flock and look at what you have got. Then think about how you have reared them for this and how you will enjoy the meat it will take a little time, but it will soon be over
I think that's a good way of looking at things really. I do feel proud of what's been achieved in just a few years and especially to get to the point of having our own lamb. I'm feeling a bit better about it today so I think it's just going to take time to get used to